Ambition?!

ANYEONGHASEYO~~Ziqi Haminda! I am crazy in K-POP!xP y?!Because i am K-Pop lover!!! last month juz started dancing class for learning K-Pop dance... it was damn nervous n badly... cuz i never learn dancing before even though i like to dance but it was really suck!:/ that time i really wan to gv up but my heart keep telling me,if i really gv up i will regret forever.. my mom ask me n sis what is our ambition... i was thinking for a few second...cuz i really dun know,what is my ambition... everyone hv their ambition...but me?!really dunno... my result was not as good as sis..n no any good result for college or work.. if i can,i really wan to do a dancer,or a teacher that teaching ppl dancing.. but i can anot?!i keep asking my own self.. everyday serching videos,dancing,practise infront the computer,keep trying putting away my weight..doing all's thing that i can do... but dad n mom was not that agree..they wan me to get good result n dont think any thing about K-pop.. But seriously!I CANT! I need to keep practise n inprove my dancing..SIGN! really dunno..i guess i juz do what i can i do..continue studying..continue dancing.. i really hope i can put away my weight..at lease 5 kg?! Haizz..dun think about it dy.. Sometimes i really confused what i can do or what i can't do. Well,juz Try again,Smile again.