N my class just hv 3 chinese girl(include me),boys more then girls..
N i try to communicate with u guys..
but some of u all ignore me..i dun why..
But nvm..I knw u all dun knw me..so I try n try ,at last at the day of my birthday I gv u all some sweet n finally u all talk to me n remember my name..
I was so happy..because I finally hv friends at a new school!
I just wanna let u all knw..I really appreciate at the day..n the day is my most happy day ever :D
But time past too..n I am a girl..I dun knw if one day I dun talk with u all u all will hv wat feelings
I just wanna hv a normal life..I dun wanna be a actress ..lying u guys n being a girl that I also dun knw who am I...sometimes I really hate myself..hate why am i in this new school..but wat I can do..nothing..nothing I can do..
parents just ask me to study hard study hard study hard for PMR..but they all forget I lost my happiness..this school was way too lot different as my old school..I just can't adapt it!and I feel I hv alot alot of pressure are killing me!but they all dun realize it at all..
I dun hv real friends that knw wat am I feelings I dun hv friends that care about me I dun hv friends that make me really happy..
Maybe..ya..maybe..I just need to change who am I..be a fake girl in the world..
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